My life...as of now.

Ive come to realize that day by day life gets harder and harder.

Theres time i loose my faith....

I get confused about how I feel for you...

I pray cause I know thats the only way Im getting my answer.

I know god has everything under control...

Im scared .................

Ive come to realize that day by day my feelings for you grow stronger.

Dont be surprise if i just stop talking to you....

Im so scared to loose you that im willing to let you go...

Sometimes i imagine a world with you with endless possibilities!

Im so blessed that I meet you!

You know that every morning I wake up with a smile on my face because of you?

Im always happy...

Im not neagtive like I used to..

Im not depressed...

Im changing...

You made me realize that theres hope for love..

To continue living another day...

To see the world differently...

Im super blessed ....

I guess I can say that you change my world...

With gods help off course...

My fear now is that I dont ever want to loose you....

Im willing to let go of this feelings for you so I can keep our frindship

Hopefully one day I find the meaning of all of this.....